• [fifteen] current song: Dashboard Confessional - Stolen current mood: not too shabby Tomorrow's my last day of work. :) Then I get about a week before I have to leave for school again. Crap, I need to pack soon...... I went to a friend's wedding reception on Saturday. It was great, but I got really depressed. See, growing up I just figured I would be married when I was 20 or 21. It was just going to happen that way. Of course I thought that...when my parents were married my mom was 19 and my dad was 18 - a year after they graduated HS. They've been happily married for 30 years now. It's perfect. Now I'm turning 21 in less than 4 months, completely single, haven't even had a date in 6 months, and I realize that it's not going to happen now. I have no idea what to do with my life. Yes, I want to finish college and get my degree, but I always figured I'd be married when I graduated and therefore, not have to use it because I'd start having babies. (I want to be a mommy so bad!) Anyways, my friend who just got married is younger than me. She's just barely turned 19 this year. They met, dated, fell in love, were engaged just 2 months after the first date, and married 4 months later. Needless to say, I was really upset that night after getting home. What am I supposed to do with my life if I graduate single? I never thought about that possibility before. Never. On to happier stuff...I'm probably going to go to Bumbershoot this weekend!!! For those of you who don't know... Bumbershoot is a 3-day music & arts festival in Seattle. It's amazing. Some of the bands that are going to be there: *Paramore *The Offspring Beck *Death Cab For Cutie Nada Surf *Flobots *Barcelona Stone Temple Pilots Bedouin Soundclash M Ward Minus the Bear Scary Kids Scaring Kids The Fall of Troy Anti-Flag Throw Me The Statue Aiden *=definitely going to see (if we get to the stage in time to get a place) We're going to have to choose between Beck and Nada Surf though, because they're on at the same time on different stages (they have several stages with music all at once in different sections of the area). You can be guaranteed I'll be taking mucho pictures. So maybe I'll post the link on when I upload them to flickr. :D My new favorite quote (from 21): "Yesterday's history, tomorrow's a mystery. It's all what you do in the moment."

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