• This is going to be really long. It's all about Dar and myself, just warning everyone now. I was going to put it in Danish, but the translation was way off. Same with the other 5 languages I tried. So here it is, in plain English. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- He came over after school on Friday. My parents were out of town for the weekend, he walked me home. We got to my house and milled around for awhile, just talking. We eventually made it to my room where we put some music on and sat down on my bed. After so long he asked if he could kiss me and I of course said yes. We kissed and made out for a while, and then went into the living space where we just talked. He had been arguing with me that he would not like green tea, so I made him some. He of course liked it, he even said he preferred it over regular tea. After that we continued to talk for awhile and eventually started kissing again. He says the most beautiful things to me, perhaps to some they are cheesy, but not to me. We are kissing and he looks into my eyes as if he has something he wants to say and I ask him if there is. He leans down and kisses me and then says in that weak whisper, "I'm saying it now." I led his hand up my shirt and we continued to make out. We went on like that for maybe 30 minutes, I had thought of leading his hand downward, but to my surprise he took the initiative and did it on his own. In the heat of the moment I proposed the idea of sex. He didn't say anything and continued to kiss me. Later I said it again, and he whispered asking if I had a condom. I went and got one, once I got back I asked him if he was ready, I asked to the point of being absurd, but I didn't want to pressure him, or for him to live in regret of not waiting. It wasn't awkward at all, there was no nervous tension or anxiety in the air. It felt like we were meant to be doing this. It felt natural and it felt right. It wasn't quick either, like we both expected. It was raw and passionate, it was sensual and lustful, it was everything you could imagine with the thought of sex and love mingling together. Afterward we lay together and kissed each others necks and shoulders. We eventually dressed, I brushed my hair out, and we got some water. We laid down on my bed again, me resting on his shoulder, I dosed off and he woke me up. He told me he had to be leaving soon, he had been at my house for almost 4hours and he had to walk to his friend's house. We had about 30 minutes to be together. We laid there and just played with each others fingers and talked in hushed whispers, exchanging "I love you's" I knew it was soon, but it felt right. My parents were gone, we had no worries, it felt like a perfect time. I asked him afterward if he was happy we did and in reply he kissed my forehead and said "Anything I do with you I am happy with" He had to go after that, we discussed him staying the night with me, but he was already obligated to go to his friend's. We went to the door and he linger around as if not wanting to leave, but knowing he had and kissed me tenderly with a final "I love you" and a smile he left. The next day my parents were still out of town but he couldn't get a ride over, until Arnol woke up. Arnol and he came over before we went to the show. We had great fun laughing and messing about. Arnol entertained us for about an hour and a half, then left Dar and myself in my room. We didn't really want to go to show, for obvious reasons, but then he says to me. "It doesn't matter, I'm happy just sitting here doing nothing with you, I can wait for all that another time" We went to the show after hunting down a ride. Once we got there Dar and I went off by ourselves like the last time. We walked around by the railroad tracks and watched two trains pass by. Then we went back to the stair case where we had been sitting when we shared our first kiss. We talked there and kissed each other a little, but not often. We soon grew tired of sitting there and walked around. We made it to a car wash where we saw a huge spider, in fear yanked his arm back. He smiled asking if I was scared. I of course, said no, and then he tickled me. He's always tickling me, come to find out he's rather ticklish too. I tickled him back and we had sort of a "tickle battle" We chased one another around, tickling each other's sides and at points we would be laughing and giggling and he would just kiss me, with that wonderful smile still on his lips. It was so much fun, just playing about beneath the street lights. Then a woman in a car got our attention and told us a van had just mauled some people at the high school (not far from where we were) so we took off for the venue. We got there and people went to check it out, once the coast was clear, we went to check it out on foot ourselves. We got there and then as we were walking back we were discussing how tired we were. We came across a very smooth asphalt lot with a willow tree next to a doctor's office. We laid down under the willow and just looked up at the stars, we weren't talking much, and I seemed to have dosed off, as usual. He woke me and asked if I had fallen asleep, in response I kissed him. We kissed for a while, and then realized the time and decided we should head back. We got there and Arnol's dad soon arrived, on the way home I kept nodding off and at one point in time Dar scooched over next to me and rest my head upon his shoulder. We got to my house, and I sleepily went in. Jeg beder til dette aldrig ender. Jeg er så glad.

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