• I think i've swallowed so much pride these days that it's all just sitting, turning in the bottom of my stomach i've just given up free will i have to to get what i want if you refuse to make choices, someoine else makes them for you always, no exceptions everyone just gives up, gets tired in waiting no one has fgaith in me they can't see how hard i'm working no one sees the tears i cry, even tho i could swear they're out loud i'm invisible, but somehow i'm still not invincible cuz if i were there's no way i'd be hurting this much i never want to stop nevereverever i want it in my blood i want to fuck up my body so bad i can't walk when i'm thirty i want it to criipple me, kille me i want the momentum to smash me into walls i felt weightless for a second there maybe the wait was that free will i was talking about maybe that means it was worth it ah my eyes itch again i keep on scratching, rubbing it in i bet my makeups all down my face i really don't care at all

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