• ah i'm on such a music high right now just made a killer mix cd for chris it's so upbeat i almost can't stand it! yay! tomorrow is his grad party which i am obviously attending lol as his not gir friend i guess? idk, whatever i'm just glad i get to be there it's kind of weird how i just started wishing we were actually dating not cuz i like him so much or anything like that it's just that he's interesting in like such a not stereotypical this is how high school is supposed to be way more in an edgy party scene getting high all the time way my parents would killlll me if they knew lol good thing they're only interested in what's on the surface that's why i've become such an awesome liar they make it too easy in other news tho they said i could go to gym 4 days a week if i prove first i can keep my grades up fine it's a deal doubt they'll stick to their end of the bargain but watevs it's nice that they try i'll give them the bennifit of playing the game through to the end my life is sooooooo boring i hate being stuck home all day the only time i went out was with my fam for dinner and some power shopping yay jealous? i was talking tonight about what i want to do after college they laughed when i said i want to just go travel the world what about money? Health insurance? a car? whatever, hush hush leave me to my fantasies is that really too much to ask? i'm getting tired now i can't keep my eyes opnme that's weird it kind of just hit me like poof, there goes the spunk hm i hate being human it makes me feel sos disgusting sometimes i wish we weren't all so vulnerable how can this skin protect me if it scars so easily?

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