im so tired. not physically. more of like an emotional tiredness. im tired of the way things are. its all getting old. and every day is a repition of the day before. i've always been so afraird of change, but now im starving for it.
graduation isnt that far away if you really think about. and i have no idea what i'm going to do after high school. i'm thinking of maybe applying to an art college because i love all types of art; music, drawing, painting, writing. everything. but i havent really put much thought into it. its scary to think of. such a big transition. so ill stop talking about that.
my boyfriend is also scaring me with all the things he says. he says i'm "the one" and that he wants to be with me forever. he even got me a promise ring. its just so... terrifying. im too young to think about that kind of a future with him.... right? and i'm not even sure i want to be with him the rest of my life.
ill just cross my fingers and hope that all the pieces fall in place, perfectly.
/se.
a leaking surface
- August 13, 2008
- shifting eyes
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