• Well, today was my last first day of high school. Didn't see him. Thank god. I'm pretty sure he saw me though. My friend saw him walking with his ex. And he's got a class with her. When I found that out I felt like shit. He texted me as I was closing at work. And the conversation led to "I know it doesn't mean anything but I never should of broke up with you." AHHHH! I'm a constant wreck. I'm trying to act like i'm okay constantly. But I meant it when I said I couldn't see myself with anyone else. I let him have the best of me and now that part of me is completly missing. I know thats terrible but its true. Even if I got over him, I doubt I could give myself to another guy like I did him. I'm scared. I asked him why he did it then and he said "It sounds dumb but it was just stress I had alot going on at that time and i didnt wanna put you to the side" STRESS? You wanna fucking tell me about stress. Try having (in a week & a half) The one person you gave yourself to completely break up with you, your uncle in the hospital, drama at work, getting caught by your parents, your best friend stab you in the back, and your car breaking down. Then we can talk about your "stress". God, just when I was starting to do a little better. Why why why why why? Everything happens for a reason. I just need to keep reminding myself of that. "I'm not the type to get my heart broken I'm not the type to get upset and cry Cause I never leave my heart open Never hurts me to say goodbye Relationships don't get deep to me Never got the whole in love thing... This time was different, felt like I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife, when you walked out of my life Now I'm in this condition And I've got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what, you'll never see me cry I didn't give it to you on purpose Can't figure out how you stole my heart"

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