• I flash back to the past and am bitter I grow angry with each passing thought Then, I grow angry with myself The tables have turned and I feel like a hypocrite Thoughts of secrets, deception, ignorance, scenarious, feelings, and you cloud my head I seek advice to sort through it, but yet again, I find conflict Head vs. heart, honesty vs. secrecy, friendship vs. love I am at my wit's end My dreams and days are haunted by this conflict A solution would cure this all So which do I choose? The head, honesty and friendship? Or the heart, secrecy and love? In the end, I loose I am not the heroine of the story I take out my pen and desperately try to re-write the ending, but I can't win Whatever choice I make, it will all come to an end The sun will set, the book will close and the song will fade No doubt this heart will heal, but I wish it wouldn't When the hurt is gone, you will be too Reduced to a distant memory Just a small antidote of my life story Again, i try to re-write the story, but I come up short The pages are filled, the pen is out of ink and this book will inevitabley close

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