"Okay." Still can't get past the fact that that was all I got from her. My friend listened to me ramble on about it for awhile last night, and she suggested maybe I should bring it up a few weeks later. Just ask for her opinion, regardless of what it is, because it's been bugging me. The thing is, I think about it; the "okay" could mean sooo many things. "Okay, you like me. That's fine." "Okay, you only want to be friends with me, nothing more." "Okay, I have no idea what you're on about." "Okay, I already knew you did but whatever." "Okay, you like girls, I have nothing against that." Like, seriously, what the hell is okay?! I'll be seeing her Monday, Wednesday, Friday. Possibly tomorrow, but not likely. I've seen her a few times post-incident and there's been little to no change. She's talking to me on MSN now, by herself I mean. Y'know, I log my dreams. Weird? Sure. It's just something I do, and I've done it for like 2 years. Anyway, over these 2 years I've been off and on with it, and I've got around 100 complete dreams stored. I don't count half-memories as full dreams. I counted today -- almost a fifth of them involve her. Like, seriously, you scroll through the most recent ones and she's everywhere. It's kind of depressing actually.