forty-two

  • I'm trying to go about things with a very happy-go-lucky attitutde. I've refrained from listening to depressing music or thinking depressing thoughts. I've been meditating in the afternoons. I do what I think will make me happy, in the moment, and in the future. Trying to find that balance between the rat racers and the hedonists. If I don't want to answer someone's call who will end up bringing me down, I don't. However, I don't go about doing only things I like, I do some things I don't particularly care for because I know I should. Meditating is helping a lot. It's really calming. I really suggest it for anyone who is stressed or gets easily stressed/anxious like I tend to do. I'm doing things at my own pace. I guess really, I'm just moving towards what works for me. Awhile back someone told me to move towards what makes me happy. To move towards happiness. That's exactly what I'm trying to do. Move towards Happiness, and right now, it seems to be working. I know things won't always feel this way, and I will indeed have my bad days, and my bad times, but I'll work through them. I'm a much stronger person that what I used to be. I trust in myself to be able to work passed what is thrown at me. School starts up in a couple weeks. I'm kind of looking forward to it. I have two classes with Dar, so that's nice. One of them is informal algebra II which isn't really a good thing. We decided it would be best to talk to each other as little as possible in that class. (we're both bad at math) The other one is history though, so that will be fun. I didn't get to take Painting and Print Making, turns out it's a 2nd semester class only, and I know I'm taking ceramics I. I could give up my study hall, but I'm not sure. If school proves to be easier this year, and I'm able to keep more on ball, I might take it. I wish I could just opt out of gym, it's such a pointless class. Oh well, I'm not going to dwell on it. Someone shared a Bob Dylan album with me. I love it! I've always wanted to get into Dylan, but was never sure what I should listen to first and put it off. Quote of the Day: ~"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."~ -Dr. Seuss (I just watched The Lorax, my favorite Dr. Seuss tale)
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