• I'm always in the middle I can never comitt, one way or the other I'm losing religion, but i've held tight to faith is that a strong enough rope to save me? or will it only be a noose? They say memories do eventually fade like photographs i can't weait for that to happen i just want to forget, want my mind erased then maybe i wouldn't be so ashamed of some of the heartless little things that seemed so simple at the time I wish I could actually take everyone I've ever hurt and formaly appoligize I hate hate it's just irrational it makes me flinch, my teeth grinding in when I start to really think about it, i find I've gone half crazy with all those little chants trailong over the scars of the what once was no one looks me in the eye anymore maybe they're afraid of what they'll say or maybe they're smarter than that maybe they just know they won't be able to see naything at all i always wonder if i'll just die without meaning anything to anyone if they'll even miss me, or just make me perfect i think i'd hate that the most I'd WANT them to talk about my vices it's not like death changes life only the other way around i keep on wondering, but it's starting to scare me cuz i'll never even know if it turns out i'm all wrong can't hold this feeling, keep it quiet any longer i need to figure it out, pinpoint the exact moment where I screwed everything up and then just throw it all away oh dear, I'm sliding in a few more minutes and i might be pulled under for good lucky catch there wouldn't want anyone to get hurt again

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