im so sick and tired of just waiting. just. fucking. waiting. thats all i do. i mean. he is my first bf. my first love. but its been 7 fucking months. MONTHS! not days. not hours. not minutes. MONTHS! and he hasnt even kissed me yet. i still believe that relationships arent all about the physical stuff, but come one. i want my first kiss. tonite, at the end of the party, i got up to go hug him goodbye, but u know what??? HE DIDNT EVEN SAY GOODBYE! he just walked out the door. just one large foot in front of the other. fuck this. fuck all of this.