• So I got out of watching the rest of oceans 13 thank god as a general rule, i believe no movies should be more than an hour and a half like even awesome ones but when you've missed the entire first half of an action movie due to folding laundry and have no idea whats going on even like 5 minutes is wayyy tooo long oh well, atleast my mom seemed to agree and set me free :) hence here i am on songmeanings as i have no other hobbies today was a pretty good day my mom took me shopping at the mall i got some clothes i didn't need yay then i got a pedi whoch was also unecesary oh small rich towns gotta love my sheltered upbringing oh and then i randomly ran into linds at a restaurant she was there with her fam and so ofcourse she caught me up on all the intoxicating exciting drama fest that is her life and i asked questions and nodded alot because i think it's kind of funny when i can walk away and be the only one to realize i haven't shared a single thing about myself if it had been another friend, as in one of my good ones, i probably would have talked about chris i mean, it's not like my summers been THAT lame thanks to him that is :) we hung out last with a bunch of other gymnastics ppl saw suessical the musical at a high school cuz someone from gym was in it lol idk, it was weird i guess me and chris and the rest of the crew just kind of joked about it the whole time but he kept holding my hand or putting his arm around me it was nice better than matt even because, really, he's given me no reason at all to hate hime yet in a weird way, i kind of like the pda it's cute how he doesn't mind what gina and eric and everyone else form the gym think of us i like cuddling with him the fact he's so much shorter is starting to bother me alot less maybe looks don't matter as much when you get to know the person and anyways, i'm really not the kind of girl who needs to hear she's beautiful just for future reference, of course chris apparently has always had his eye on me self esteem boost right thur :) but yea that's enough lovely rambling i've kind of noticed that like 90% of the girls who write in journals on here just kind of gush about how in love they are idk, it gets you thinking there's no way that many people are actually in love so whats the ratio? pretenders to actuality call me cynical, but i'm thinking it's probably less than 50 to 1 i mean, we've only got high school we don't even know the real world yet how can we claim to truly become that much a part of another person just as clueless? This is random, but my friend's older sis got dumped by her bf recently thay had been dating four years four years! that's insane to just get up and walk away from i can't imagine going from 1000 to 0 in that one fell swoop I think I'd just fall flat on my face I mean, it was hard to get back up from matt and that was only lust and love in moments i can't imagine years can't picture really believing in forever that's why with chris, i stick to the physical it's always nice to have someone on call but in the end, you've got to be your own best friend you can't expect for anyone to be your savior except of course yourself

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