• My life is so boring i can hardly stand it I need to get out of here like. right. now. ugh Remember that song I'm just a kid by simple plan? How the dude is just like waiting around for somebody to call? That is my freaking life right now I mean, not the no friends part. i guess i could hypothetically call someone, make some plans but with my parents, the way they always hold giving me rides over my head i might as well save my favors for when someone else needs me I don't know what to do There's only so many tv shows to watch so many songs to over analyze other than that it's just blah filling up the moments they always tell you to live every day as though it's your last I can't help but think this would be the worst last day on the planet Like if i really only had a little left to live and didn't have a future to look forward to I'd probably just go ahead and off myself oh come on, that's not half as horrible as it sounds It's not like tv and songmeanings are actually living It's times like these when I'm bored out of my mind that my inner subconscious always tells me to write as in, work on one of my many failed book efforts But even when I can force myself, it still feels so useless I mean, i'm only 16. What the hell do I know about writing a book? What makes me qualified to even think I'm that good of a writer? I know that this is technically writing, but it doesn't even feel like it most of the time. It doesn't prick at my spine, make me feel like screaming.Mostly, it just feels like talking. What i love about these journals is how it makes you feel connected in such a safe way. Usually, you have to risk to gain. But here you can put yourself out there and not be judged. No one even knows my name. I don't care if you think I'm a horible person for some of the shit I say. It doesn't matter because I don't know you either. We're on a completely even playing field. The worst thing that can happen is you don't understand. And the best is that I subtley change a fraction of your day. See all you private journal users? It's totally worth it to let in these strangers :)

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