i need to scream. here's the deal.. i really like this guy, and he really likes me. he promised to phone me every night whilst he was away so that i knew everything was ok and so we didn't miss each other so much. 5 days go by and i hear nothing. i text him asking what's going on, and whether he still wants 'us' or not. his response: "i'd already gone over on my phone bill." seriously. i was worried sick. i thought something awful had happened because he'd gone on a mountain biking trek and it was really dangerous. i didn't think he loved me when he told me he did. something about it didn't sound geniune. maybe i'm over reacting. but i've never felt like this before. song of today: 5 years time - noah and the whale.