ok. i know that this is going to sound bitchy, but i dont fucking care. it needs to be said. now u can either: A) act upon it B) talk to me about it C) ignore it or u mite not even read it, but w/e ok here goes Dear _______, What has happened? to you? to us? to everything. its like we dont even know each other anymore. Everytime i ask you to do something or go somewhere its always "oh, i cant, im too tired" or "sry. i have to work". AND THEN U HAVE THE FUCKING NERVE TO SAY THAT WE DONT GET TO HANG OUT ANYMORE! give me a break. if u wanted to hang out, u wud make the time. but instead ur too busy hanging out with someone who u've said ur done with many times before. i mean, are u shitting me? are u for real? i just dont get it, and i find it extremly immature. i make the time for you, but apparently i dont mean enough to you, for u to take the time out of ur busy schedule to see. so fine. im done asking. if u want to do sumthing, ask me b/c im not asking you anymore. I'm thru. Next. How self-conceded could someone possibly be??????? When i need someone to talk to, i come to you. but ur always too busy talking about urself to even listen. so i've stopped trying. and you say you're there for me. that i can come to you with anything. once again...are u shitting me? (Im not the only one who thinks this) Next. Does it really give you so much pleasure hurting someone over a secret??? Because it seems that way to me. U say you cant trust me, yet, when have i ever, EVER betrayed your trust. NOT ONCE. so what did i do? because i honestly dont know. but u sure as hell seem to get a lot of joy out of hurting other people, because you do it a lot. 10:53 PM Everything has to always be about you. u cant take one fucking min out of your day to comfort someone or to listen to someone unless theyre extremly depressed because it makes u feel better. and not to mention, THOSE PEOPLE ARENT EVEN UR FUCKING FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!! u dont listen to ur "friends". and to be honest, ur pushing some of us away. but hey, if thats what u wanna do, then by all means, go ahead and keep pushing. Thats it. Im done. pCe