• it's so weird not being on my computer the internet broke on mine, so i've got to use the family one it shouldn't really make a difference (obviously its got the same keyboard|) but for some reason it feels out of place like i might get caught doing something i'm not supposed to i feel sort of exposed i guess like anyone could just waltz over and read this whatever it's better than nothing Today wasn't too bad started off pretty good I hung out with H and M today we went over this morning and watched tv and stuff spilled about the boys of course lol idk it feels kind of weird when i talk about chris sort of like it's a privledge i haven't earned yet he's not mine, probably never will be so far he's just a good story to tell is it too much to hope for something more? grrr the song dark blue by jack's mannequin apparently got famous my sister's bratty friend just started singing it ugh that's so depressing andrew is way too talented to have stupid teeny boppers singing his songs i bet they don't even know who something corporate is i'm such a music snob lol haha oh well i wouldn't have it any other way after i came home from m's house my sis had previously mentioned friend over so i hjad tro go out to dinner with everybody my mom's all like be nice so i just sat there silently honestly, i just don't know what to say to girls like that who talk shit about their best friends and have older sisters who are life ruiners my mom's all like what's ur problem i'm like i'm sorry i just can't stand to be near anyone who's close to a rebecca i mean, it's all i thought about during dinner the whole thing just floors me like fb messages from someone else's account|? screaming out rumors in the locker room|? it makes me more sad than mad at this point that anyone could be so shallow, so cruel does it make you feel good if you break people down? all i hope i guess is that someday they learn ah i just gave sis and brat friend a music lecture i told brat friend she can't like dark blue unless she could name andrew's old band she couldn't shocker now she easily thinks i'm a weirdo haha good i'd rather be weird then the backstabbing evil bitch slut her sister's made me out to be ah g2g movie time apparentlty more later i'm sure

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