ah shit my entry just got deleted
kind of my fault but watever
i guess i have nothing better 2 do
than rewrite it all over again
today was kind of hard
there were a few times i had to remind myself to breathe
because i just kept sinking in
chris didn't call or text me
figures
you'd think by now i'd be used to getting treated like shit
but somehow it still burns
i know i swore i didn't care
that it wouldn't affect me at all
but somehow it does
i'd say i'm stupid, but i'm really not
theres nothing i can learn from this
nowhere can i go back and say
so here's where the mistake is
my only problem is that i still feel
just like everyone else
no one likes being rejected
nobody likes being played
no matter how much i try, i can't help but have expectations
and thats what leaves me bruised
i want to get to a point where i stop bleeding
so i can rip my arms and legs at the seams
and all that'd come out is holy water
i want to be made of lavender stars
the place where magic horses fly
- July 15, 2008
- serenity23
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