• I don't really wanna live this life i'm sick of being so easy of being used for my body what i can physically do for someone else i hate sex i know it sounds crazy, but i seriously do its just too.. intimate In a second any modesty, any control you ever had? gone you're limited to only an object, a toy it's such a belittleing feeling i know i could stop i know i could say no but i'm too much of a people pleaser i don't want to start the fights i need for everyone else to be happy even if it means i'm miserable atleast its no less than i expected maybe a little sooner than i thought, but watever i knew thats where we were heading all along next guy, im gonna pretend to be a virgin you know, just in case it makes any difference at all but ew sweat is gross it was like a fucking shower and wayyyyyy tooo loooonnngggg i think its so dumb on how guys pride themselves on lasting long i wish every guy could take like 4 minutes hurry up, i want to put my clothes on its so irritating i hope it doesn't happen again, but i know it probably will i don't have enough resistance to refuse and somehow he managed to snag a girl as "hot" as me no backing off there and there in lies the inevitability of a part 2 i have gymnastics tomorrow atleast its been three days and i miss it so badly i'll have to see him but thats okay i don't hate him for taking advantage, it wouldn't be fair to I implied, he infered he's a guy for christsake that's all they know how to do but still i think in the back of my mind, i'd sorta wished he'd turn out different like idk, actually nice or into the real me crazy, imagine that? but its alright i'm okay until the dawn breaks my breath to pieces, i swear i'm just fine

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