• woo hot date tonite! Chris from gym texted me earlier like lets go see a movie and go for food haha sounds like a date to me its crazy how easy it is i say i want him and then bam here we go again i don't even have to strike a pose i'm already in the perfect reflection it's so insane when it comes to guys, i've got it all it just comes way too easy if you want you shall recieve its so quick, so instantaneous but the crazy part is that when i get my wishes i sometimes wonder if they were ever mine at all? Matt finally fucking called today all i can say is wow i have never met a bigger dickhead in my life he gets on the phone like hey ive got nothing to say im like ur the one hu wanted to talk dumbass then we have this one sided convo about nothing for like 20 minutes and next thing i know we're talking about cops and how fucking retarded my friends and i are i was absolutely in shock i'm like umm hello ur the one who turned us in? he's just like yea well you deserved it for being stupid ass hole god fucking dammit i swear, i should sell his ipod on ebay it wouldn't even make a dent in the amount of revenge i deserve for the shit he put me through i hate love its all an illusion close your eyes kids, open your mind if you pretend hard enough, if you force it, it will come its so unfair love just leaves you bruised used and broken never ever again but now i've got a new boy to experiment with i'm not nervous but i should be aren't first dates like supposedly a big deal? but to me its like nothing ill let our evening float right by i'm gonna make this a mission i want to prove that i can make someone head over heels for me without lifting a finger in yo face matt you can't leave me down for long

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