• this poison in my blood it keeps on building all backed up, burning through those delicate arteries and veins they can't take the pressure no one can these expectations weigh a ton no one even gives me a chance anymore its like theres not even anything left to prove i don't want to talk to him i don't want to talk to anyone i feel like being alone with my thoughts and these words i like the taste of blood like mercury gliding over my teeth as they tie their knots to strangle me it feels like something the more i step into the sun, the more i step out of the light i hate conversations about nothing the way a new dresser looks, little taunting chants why are you wearing those bracelets? what's with the outfit? Why are you so weird? My mouth spits out answers its all automatic, i've lost my grip on the steering wheel i've got my eyes closed and i'm just praying for a crash maybe all i need is a head on collsion i want this perfection sosobad i want it seeping through my skin and bones bleeding on the carpet i want it to ruin me, claim me as its own but somehow i struggle i can't become numb, let the waves crash over its strange, because never in a million years would you think its so much easier to swim than surrender

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