i cant fucking take it

  • July 04, 2008
  • flynnke13
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  • ANY FUCKING MORE im done listening to them rant, and bitch, and break apart the family. im DONE. i cant listen to it anymore. i cant listen to her scream at him about how much she hates him, and how much she resents him for what hes done. i cant take having to be the one that is faught over. whether it be for money or time. i cant take it. its not fair. its not fair to anyone, let alone the one getting faught over. i woke up today, and the first thing i hear is her yelling at him. first fucking thing. sucks for me. then she keeps going. and im sitting there eating breakfast and she *knows* im there. she fucking KNOWS. and she keeps going. just on and on about how much she cant believe about him. and about how much she resents him. *I FUCKING GET IT ALREADY! U HATE HIM! U DESPISE HIM! WHOOP-DI-DOO FOR U! but luckily for me, I DONT FUCKING CARE!* i've had it. i've heard it all. u say u dont tell us anything, when all i wanted to do was just scream I GET IT! SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY! THIS ISNT HELPING ONE BIT SO WHY DO U HAVE TO KEEP GOING ON AND ON ABOUT IT?!?!?!??!?!?! its sucks. it rly does, and the worst part is, she took my fucking computer out of my fucking room, so i couldnt even go UP THERE to get away from it like i used to. now i get to sit in the dining room and listen. to every singe fucking word. la-di-da for me. so then she ran up to her room, crying, slammed the door, and started bitching to herself. like always. and she didnt do it quietly. no. she had to scream it at the top of her fucking lungs. just so the whole world could know how horrible he really is. but hes my DAD. and i STILL love him. no matter what she says. and she doesnt get that. at all. she keeps trying to tell us how horrible he is. she doesnt know when to stop. *ever*. i cant take this house anymore. i cant live here without wishing i was dead. i cant do it. i just cant. and she cant stop. what is there to do???