ever. thts right. he's the best. he's everything i cud have ever wanted. he cute, shy, sweet, caring...just everything i ever wanted. I got back from NYC on thursday,and on friday a bunch of us went to the local lake to hang out and swim. well he came, but he doesnt own a bathing suit, so he didnt swim. on the trip, C and H named his penis charlie after the teddy bear he gave me that i named charlie. well they told him that they named it, and asked him if he liked the name isabella. well, now my vagina is named isabella. peachy. (thanks guys). So then we went home and showered and then dan, amanda, ben and i went to the mall for a couple of hours. My computer was at my moms house so i wasnt on last nite and he left for NY for a week this morning. well he sent me an email last nite. completly out of the blue. this is the email: I just wanted to say that I think you're completely awesome, I can't wait to get back from NY. We should see amovie or something, the love guru? The day, I passed in statute of solidarity. I too have fallen vistim to the singulsrity. Why I could never break the misery. Today I peer at my world, How beautiful it has become, You opened my heart, I thought it would never be so, I only wish the day had come sooner. I leave it at this and all was stated. I way not recognize it enough; your presence until now, sorely eluded. Without you I couln't have lived for what I've had to. What I would have missed without you. :) C U When I get back _______________________________________________ so sweet. just. idk. hes everything. and you know what dan? just because we've been going out for 6 months and the only physical contact we've had besides holding hands and hugging is one kiss on the cheek, does not mean that this is not a real relationship. just because im ready to kiss doesnt mean he is, and im not going to push him until _he's_ ready. we've only said i love you once, but i rly think i do. and lsat time he said he felt the same way, our relationship has grown. and i know charlie feels the same way *wink wink*. well thats all for now i love him