i am so addicted to compliments
and i'm so jealous.
i hate it.
i know it's not right
but i can't stand when other people are or are perceived as being better than me
i have to be perfect
i have to be the best
i can't be happy for anyone else
it has to be me
i'm so over myself
why can't i get over myself?
how contradictory will i get before i explode!?
seriously..
there is one side of me that looks out for myself all the time and feels sorry for myself and makes me feel better and judges other people [flesh]
and another side that constantly reminds me that it's wrong and that we're all equal and that i don't need their opinions [spirit]
i wish that side would win
but i'm afraid it's a lot less satisfying
anyway i'm VERY tired.
and so sick of stupid friends who never come through
and who think they're SO GREAT [hypocritical much?]
more that they have to let everyone know...
I'm not here for your opinion
- June 27, 2008
- organised-chaos.
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