• Well, the doctor didn't do much... just said I need to eat a little something before starting my day. She said Americans are so busy that we forget to take care of ourselves. Bahaha! Yeah right. I gotta fuel up for my hectic day of laying around flipping through channels. Mom was mad...she wanted them to run blood tests and stuff. In stead of spending all of my time on the internet, I watch TV. Quite the trade-off, no? And I've added tons of music to my library and haven't felt any interest to listen to any of it. I still have a bunch from awhile back to listen to and de-clutter. Bah. My good friend (A) from high school mentioned something about trying to get together more and do stuff over the summer, since we don't see each other everyday at school anymore. This is my chance to actually get out and do stuff, like I've been wanting. But when I think about it...I dread getting the call from her or my other friend (S) who wants to get together. Why? I dunno...it's really dumb. Last week I went to A.'s old house that her family rents to their relatives and I stood around and watched them do yardwork and listened to them jabber in Punjabi. I would've helped but there weren't enough tools to go around and there's only so much everyone can do. It was boring and we could barely even talk w/ the lawnmower rumbling over our voices. Then, her and her younger brother dropped me off at my house and we sat around talking. But it was mostly her brother (he's very annoying) and after awhile I was getting bored. But I had to be polite; this is my friend after all. Sometimes I think I'm only happy when I'm miserable. And I have no reason to be this way...I just create problems out of nothing. Bah.

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