• i miss people.. i miss hugs.. i miss you.. i miss the fact that i knew i wanted to fuck you so bad but now i know i never have a chance.... now i know that it never meant that much to you... the one guy i really really want.. the one i neeed.. the one i actually let myself falll for, with all my heart.. with everything.. it was so right.. i miss it all. fuck... i hate this.. the other night. i was manic.. so fucking crazy.. screaming.. crying.. shaking... no control at all... mother fucking dearest just shouted.... screamed.. tried to analyse me... i just needed a hug.. someone to hold me.. calm me down.. she wouldnt even let me ring luke.. the one guy whos pulled me down so manytimes but who can always help when i need it.. mum just goes on about 'this isnt how your psycologist told you to cope.... FUCK.. she doenst know me at all... didn't she know at school i was like this everyday... noone knew what to do... all i need is to be held.. someone to calm me down..... god i miss him... i want him back.. its never going to happen though......................................

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