I think i've offically lost my mind.
For multiple reasons.
One of them being him.
But, I guess, losing my mind in a good way.
I used to be the kind of girl who thought it was rediculous to be "in love" after a month and a half.
But I really do love him.
He's perfect in almost everyway.
And I think what I love most about him (okay, well maybe not the most cause theres alot but...) is the fact that he doesn't pressure me. We've had sleep overs twice now and haven't had sex yet. Had it been probably anyyy other guy i know, he would of at least tried. And would of been upset when he didn't get what he wanted. But not my boy (:
Oh my god, what did I do to get so lucky?
Not that I don't want to. Cause I do. I get turned on by him very easily and its tough. But I do still (proudly) have my V-Card and we both agreed it would have to be the right time.
Again, how lord, did I get so lucky.
I think he reads my mind sometimes. Or my subconsious mind. Like things I used to dream about years ago that my boyfriend would do for me one day, he does. I don't know how he does it. And its all the little things. He gives me footrubs, he gets hyper with me and screws around, i leave to go to the bathroom and I come back to find him saying "look im a frog!", he wants to go to a d-backs game with me, and a suns game, he says THE most PERFECT thing at THE most PERFECT time, our one o'clock wishes where we wish the same thing, he drives the hottest old chevy truck.
Okay, I have to stop myself or i'll go on.
I can't believe im gunna say this cause once again, I was never this kind of girl;
I leave tuesday for a week and im going to go nuts without him.
Wow, I really do love him.
And it makes me really scared to lose him.
Which is weird.
Because it happened so fast, I kind of expected myself to get sick of him after a little while. Cause I seem to do that. But I didn't at all.
Mmmm, now I miss him.
And I saw him 2 days ago.
Am I crazy?
(:
I can't breathe when you touchin me
I can't breathe when you're talk to me
I Suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
Im going out of my mind
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