• desi cush night last night was amazing. me, lulu, tasha & leigh headed into town & met up with dean the went to sit at st. anns for a bit. oisin texted me while i was there saying that he forgave me for cancelling the other night and asked me to go to his but because i was heading out, i couldn't go. then the four of us headed to the front page but there were police everywhere because there was an orange parade on. we went in after it'd passed and got a pint downstairs then headed upstairs for the gig. was talking to a good few people like. it was brilliant. i bloody got off with dean a couple of times and he asked me out and i said "if you ring me tomorrow i might" because i didn't think he'd remember it the next day. he brought the whole kirstie thing up and said that he was sorry to bring it up and he apologised for everything and i told him that i forgave him and he said that he can't forgive himself. he also said that he's been thinking about me for ages and that it's not the alcohol talking, he'd had a couple of pints and just finally had the balls to say it. i was shocked. then later lulu told me that dean came up to her and said "me and becca might be going out again. i'm so happy." leigh got off with murph and tasha got off with joe griff and jeff lmao. jeff's bloody 23! lulu got off with phil but we can't say anything cuz she's going out with pierce. uh oh. phil's bloody 32 and his ex-girl's having his kid next month! got home and sat on msn for ageeees. lulu and tasha took these mind candy pills. shoulda seen the state of them. we were on the phone to oisin for a bit and then to paddy hanna for agesssss! oisin invited me to his today and i said okay. tasha didn't sleep and was drinking vodka the whole way through the night and went to work at 9:00am but she got sent home at 11:00am haha. we all went into town at about 3:30pm and pierce was in pong so we went to subway to wait on him coming in then stood in the queen's arcade for a bit because it's a bloody miserable day. lulu then went to the bus stop to meet pierce then head home. oisin texted me saying "aye, see that whole coming to my house business don't bother, go meet dean instead." then we met karl & annette and they wanted subway so we went with them. in subway, i rang oisin to see what the fuck was goin' on and he hung up on me. what a wanker like. so i texted dean saying "right fag ;) x" got home and spoke to kris on msn. apparently kris got drunk last night and told thomas that he slept with me the other night and apparently thomas is going to "rip me a new one" he can fuckin' try! then kris said this on msn: becca || if you were a shape, what shape would you be? haha tasha likes double 33 ,likes silked out ahah says: and my head hurts -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: awhh -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: btw sorry for alllll the shit becca || if you were a shape, what shape would you be? haha tasha likes double 33 ,likes silked out ahah says: all what shit? -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: everything -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: the relationship crap, the break up -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: the fact that i seem to use you like some sex toy -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: the abuse and sleggings -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: just everything becca || if you were a shape, what shape would you be? haha tasha likes double 33 ,likes silked out ahah says: jesus christ kris -[[ Imagi-Nation ]]- says: and for whatever thomas says to you when he sees you next holy jesus. dean rang me. said that he was sorry that he didn't ring me earlier but he's only up cuz he didn't get in that long ago cuz he went to a few parties after the front page. he asked what i was doin' tomorrow and i said lenadoon probably and he said he might call up. he's going to see his mum on monday anyway so he'll definitely be going up then. he's gonna give me a bell anyway :D sat downloading music tonight. my mummy was out drinking in the kitchen then my two aunts came down. then at 00:15 my dad came in, dressed which was unusual, and crying which was also unusual and he hugged me and told me that the police were here and my mum had got him kicked out of the house because he "held a knife to her throat". she was that grabbed the knife a couple of weeks ago was she not? texted kris straight away. i didn't know who else to go to. he asked if i wanted to go up but i said no and he told me that if things get bad and he needs someone to talk to, i know where he is. my daddy rang me and told me that he's coming up tomorrow to get his stuff and that's him out. i don't want to live with her. i can't do it... my mum came in and asked if i was okay. i told her to get out and told that i wanted to be left alone. then my aunt angela came in and started talking the biggest pile of shit. clearly trying to get me on my mum's side. she told me that it was my dad's choice to leave. and that it'd be better and my dad would be back to go to work on monday. then her taxi came and my mum came in and told me the exact same thing. my daddy rang again and i told him that both my aunt and mum had told me that it was his choice to leave but he told me that a policeman said to him "she wants you out, have you got somewhere to go? because if you don't we're going to have to arrest you" and my daddy said he'd ring his brother. i told my daddy that kris knows everything and he said i could go up if i needed out of the house and my daddy suggested i go up. but kris offered an hour ago... i'm rly thinking about texting kris but i don't want to wake him up and disrupt his house...

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