• woke up at 07:45 after going to bed at 05:10 after my msn conversation with oisin and surprisingly, i wasn't tired. went to eva's sports day. she came 2nd in the potato and spoon race. met lulu and me and her went to tasha and tasha gave her and undercut. it's rly nice. i texted oisin while i was there saying "you cancelling?" and he said "nope, dya want me to?" and i said "no". then later i had this big conversation with kris on msn and he said something about needing to ask me something about lulu and pierce (in person) asap and i got rly intrigued so i asked him if he wanted me to cancel my plans with oisin and go to his. he thought about it and eventually said "no, go to oisin's" then he didn't say anything for a while on msn then i got a text from kris saying "i love fucking you. that's why i don't want you to come up. when you're here i can't contain myself. you get me so agitated." and then all these other messages that were rly...sweet in an odd way. so i cancelled my plans with oisin and headed to kris's but beforehand kris told me that thomas doesn't allow him to keep condoms in his house so i brought my own up and let kris know that i had some as soon as i got there. blahblah, we ended up having sex twice and trying out mint and chocolate condoms lmao. mint was horrible but the chocolate wasn't too bad (: kris got a migraine later and i felt rly bad for him. also, he brought up the "thing that i wanted to talk to him about ages ago" (which is the deal with my parents) and i just started crying. well, not bawling, i was trying to hide it but i didn't tell him anything seeing as he had a migraine and couldn't rly talk much. but he gave me and hug and honestly? it was so nice. i feel like such a twat now though. i apologised to him so much about it and he was all "don't be silly. it's better you do it here where noone can see you" :) got home and spoke to lulu on msn. oisin was on so i apologised and told him i felt like a wab. then he said "yeah, you should". he also told me that he rushed from his parents, who he hasn't seen in 4 days, just to be able to meet me which made me feel like even more of a dick so i tried apologising more then he said "its sweet" and blocked me on msn. i then texted him saying "did you block me on msn? i was gonna say that if you'd give me another chance then i'd make it up to you but i rly doubt you're gonna do that. so, whatever. i'm sorry x." and he never texted back =/ i've fucked everything up. why the fuck did i cancel with oisin to go to kris's house? fuck sake!

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