• I think all this studying is slowly killing me I've spent hours and hours memorizing formulas and stastics about bacteria and the Articles of Confederation I wrote all the lines, like a good little girl, pretending the stab of the pencil didn't immediately make me think of the potential pain i could inflict with its point I let those words take me, words about nothing letting the lyrics i so painstakingly memorized all slip away i don't know if i can do this forever it hurts to much, i just surrender i want to sleep for 20 years and wake up when i don't hate this all so much i'm speaking in riddles, little rhymes the only explanation is im going so insane ive forgotten how to make any sense This is ridiculous. i don't careidontcareidontcare. Please someone tell me it gets better than this please, just let me see my future for five fucking seconds just so i'll know if its worth it and then go ahead and turn the freaking lights off again so i'm back to this empty blackness i sound so depressed so dark, but really im not this miserable i swear it i start writing... and this is just what happens i don't mean anything by it or maybe i do and just don't know it? It shouldn't be this complicated But that never means it isn't the truth is so rarely what i expect it to be

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