• I really can't study right now i was going to i swear i was willing to force myself but now now its changed its funny how just a few minutes can do that make you hate something so vhemently school is too redundant to even imagine right now i fucking need to write this its so unfair what they're doing to me... alll these backs turning so quickly i was your friend once how can you forget that? so why would you do this to me? im already hurting badly enough is there really any need to make that gash deeper? Do you really want that blood on your fucking designer clothes? It took me so long to get over what happened in october i felt so guilty, so slimy am i really that cold? i know i could say its not really my fault its all about chance, all about choices i could say i made the wrong ones too but that would be a lie in the end, i didn't choose at all it just happened okay? i didn't mean for anyone to get hurt i didn't imagine it would feel like anything at all just the usual little pieces floating away so gently but when i found out oh god im so so sorry hailey i sincerely wish i had known beforehand i wish i was entitled to details before i got involved but please, what ever you do, don't make me relive it thats so sosososososososososo unfair i really don't know if i could even stand it i already said i was sorry why can't anyone hear me screaming?

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