Decision made: I'm going to ramble on in here. What? I've just come home from work, I'm tired, I can do what ever I damn well want to. Well the song is so damn relevent. There's so many songs that we share that are a lot more relevent than she thinks. To me, anyway. I mean it kind of baffles me that she doesn't know. Or maybe I'm the idiot who thinks she doesn't know. I can't help but over-analyze everything she does now in relation to me; I mean we "share" love songs and talk about them and whatnot, and I do flirt with her too, but I do it in a way that it's not obvious. She could think it's just friendly banter and she's reacting appropriately. I swear though, as corny as it seems - sometimes, when she turns around to look at me on the bus, in class, where ever we are, I catch a look of something more than a friendship. Or maybe that's just my own reflection I'm seeing. ... There goes my vow of not letting this turn into a teenager in love mush fulled journal.