• current music: flinch demo song as kate said in the title of her latest journal entry, i love pretending that i don't have anything i'm supposed to be doing. the things that i should be doing right now are writing my final paper for my shakespeare and film class (i am kinda working on that) and studying for my history of dance class. the cool thing about college is you get to take classes like that. in 3 days my freshman year of college will be over, and that's really hard for me to believe. i keep thinking back to a year ago at this time when we were counting the days until the end of the school year, and this year before i even have time to think about it it it's over. the year has gone by amazingly fast. one quarter of the way through my college career...i keep fighting with myself over the idea of keeping an online journal. and i keep thinking that people who do it do it because they want or need some kind of attention that they're not getting. if it really is such a personal thing, why do you need other people to read it? but if i'm going to be honest with myself i'd have to say that there is something appealing about putting a part of yourself out there and seeing what people think about it, and maybe someone out there will be able to connect with what you say. but the bottom line is, i just don't let myself get obsessed with any kind of internet community anymore. it's easy for it to happen, but it's not the way i want to spend my life. but i decided that leaving something on here every once in a while can't hurt...

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