• So, I applied for the Desk Attendent job for next year... and didn't get it. Leave it to me to NOT get the easiest job on campus. All I have to do is hand out trash bags and toilet paper. Occasionally I'd sort the mail. Apparently, I'm not fit for that level of work. When I tell my parents, then eventually my brothers will find out. I'll have to listen to them joke about it for the rest of my life. About what a helpless loser I am. I think I'm starting to realize that I have a ton of growing up to do. Sure, I know college is important, but what did I ever do to deserve the privilege of attending? I've floated through school - through life doing the bare minimum and getting away with it. I'm am so dependent on my parents, friends. I think that loneliness and low self-esteem are problems. But so what? I only PERCEIVE them as problems. Those aren't problems. They are easily fixed. What? I have no friends? Than I should quit bitching and whining and do something about it if I hate it so damn much. I need to stop being a little pussy and start taking responsibilty for my life. Stop pouting every time something doesn't go my way. Start appreciating everything that is handed to me. Because it is, whether other people like it or not. I need to change my way of thinking. I also need to learn to keep my mouth shut. :)

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