• oisin texted me this morning "when you gettin your wet cunt to my house?" creep. told jessica and annette about my situation and we decided to go to brook after school which was lucky because it didn't open until half 5. the whole way through my chemistry and english tests i was thinking about it. i couldn't concentrate. kris texted me this morning saying he hardly got any sleep last night. bless. went down to brook and registered. the nurse was asking all the questions about kris n stuff lol. then i asked for flavoured and normal condoms (: the doctor then called me up and spoke to me about my medical history. both of them told me that it's a good thing that i went down within the first 24 hours because it's most effective then. she took my weight (8st9, which i was rly upset about), my height (5ft4) and my blood pressure *(which was normal). my bmi is 21 so i'm healthy :) she was all "well, you shouldn't have sex without a condom. i sound like my mum but, it's true!" she was rly nice. she asked at what age i had my first period (13), what age i lost my virginity (15) and when my last period was and i told her that it was around the 19th of may. she said that the morning after pill can either make your period early, on time or late and obviously, if it's late i'll panic but she said to leave it a few weeks and if it hasn't come by the 2nd week of july to go down and take a pregnancy test because it's only 84% effective. she gave me a leaflet in case tonight i find that i've had an allergic reaction so that my parents know that that's what i've taken. imagine they found out; they'd kill me. i'm also not allowed to have sex (even with a condom) until my period comes. that doesn't even bother me. i just wanna be sure that i'm not pregnant. i persuaded annette to take a pregnancy test. turns out she's pregnant. me and jess were speechless. she seemed a bit teary but she soon cheered up and she wants to have the baby. she just doesn't know how she's gonna tell her mum. she doesn't wanna tell stephen. she doesn't want him to have anything to do with the baby. i'm pretty freaked out at the minute. if i end up pregnant...holy shit. on a lighter note, sexy optician tomorrow :D i haven't eaten anything today. i had a 99p box of popcorn chicken (which contains 10) at lunch and i'm not even hungry. what the hell's wrong with me? this isn't like me... kris rang me and asked if i was okay. i explained everything to him and he hung up on me. then i texted him and we sorted it out after a while. i cried and everything. i felt so awful.

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