• everyone is so wrapped-up in their own issues right now. i'm not really as troubled as i used to be though. mostly thanks to the fact that i'm beyond exhausted all the time. i swear, nothing else matters. i'm behind in school though. i need to do like 2383913 responses for english for friday but i'm going to ask for an extension till monday. a comic strip for english, but i cant draw for shit. i need to borrow someones french book and do my article responses. i need to write my french presentation. most importantly i need to make my resume but my mom keeps being busy. i'm loving but i'm doing everything possible to make sure that other people dont love me. i miss helena a lot right now. she'd always read my entires and ask me why i was so sad. and we'd spend hours talking about it. we stopped being friends because i started hating hugs and i was always busy so we couldnt talk much anymore. she called a lot at first. then she just kind of stopped and things got weird. she was my bestfriend and then i just got cold and closed. she chased after me for a while before she gave up. now i don't really have much to my name except a stunning pair of circles under my eyes. oh well. people change and seasons don't change a thing. now she's really different. she doesnt like my stories and she doesnt like my songs. the only reason she still talks to me is by habit. she doesnt read this anymore so it doesnt matter that she doesnt like being written about anymore. 'sleep hard. wish well.'

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