• open my window open all the doors ahh freedom it tastes like summer rain the air whispers secrets chants for my ears alone and suddenly, suddenly I'm almost okay i listen to music for hours on end i never get bored its never enough i crave it worse than anything else its not like a drug i don't use it to function i use it simply to escape oh never again, never again i went over his house yesterday we didn't exactly do much talking mostly, when it was over, we just laid there silently his hand held mine touched my arm, my knee, drawing lines on my neck but strangely, it felt less like a comfort and more like a vise with his head on mind, it felt so heavy like i didn't want a forever and in that moment i remember thinking how for once i wouldn't mind that in a year from now none of this would be the same everything changes, clockwork like seasons its foolish to expect anything less I've been there before but not like this lyrics, lyrics, lyrics I'm not making any sense they're just streaming through my mind a rotation i can't turn off even when i sleep, i'm still singing its hard but it makes it so easy I know every word to every song i drink it in gracefully, don't let the drops spill someday i too will create the power instead of just absorbing i'll learn the chords, the melodies, the flow of the shadows i've already got all the words I'm not sure what else to say its almost summer but im so afraid that when we all come back will anyone remember me? serenity

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