• With all the different ways I act and think, I should have multiple personalities. I change on an hourly basis. I'm currently listening to a cover of 'I just died in your arms tonight' It's pretty good. His voice is kind of whiny, but it matches this song. I'm really looking forward to leaving Saturday morning. I'm going to get fucked up this summer. I hope so at least. I'm sure my sister will let me try stuff, but I don't know if she'll let me try LSD. I hope so. I'm a pretty good kid, to be honest. I hardly do any wrong. I usually obey my parents wishes. I just want to forget about all this shit that's happening. I know that won't fix things, so don't try to feed me a line. I just want to cut loose and have some fun, for once. I went to a show the other night. I only went to see Arnol, who was in town for the show. It turned out to be quite fun. I met an old friend, Dea, I knew him a few years ago. When I was still good friends with Tany. He was friends with her older brother. He looked good, he had bulked down. It was nice seeing him again, we talked a lot. Arnol and I met this awesome paramedic, we discussed conspiracies theories and such. It was great. He was really intelligent, which gives me hope i won't grow up and be surrounded by morons. He was also a little crazy. Arnol and I agreed that was probably why we like him so much. He was intelligent and crazy just like us. I think I might make a joural to keep while I'm away. I don't plan on getting online much, if at all. I still need an outlet though. I like making books. Well, small ones. It's fun to decorate the covers. I might take up writing again. Maybe I'll record my summer experiences. Or make a character and base their experiences off of mine..only make it much better. haha. Like an alter ego I guess, I've never tired that. I see a lot of people doing that..so it must have some sort of fun in it. I was suppose to have driver's ed this week, but I told them to reschedule it for when school starts. I want to enjoy my last week with my friends. I'm going over to Ale's tomorrow. I've never talked about her. I call her trashman..she's pretty awesome. I'm excited. Her mom will be out of town. Then I'll see Arnol on Friday, kind of like a going away sort thing..I don't know. He just said he wanted to see me again before I left. I still feel extremely lonely, but I'm trying to enjoy my own company like I used to. i don't know..I'm in a really laid back mood right now, so nothing seems like a big deal. I'm sure in an hour or two it will kick in again..hah I emailed this girl..I don't know if she'd appreciate me dropping her name..so I'll just call her MS. She does portraits with adobe illustrated. I asked if she could do mine and she did. It looks great. I'll post it..but if it's too big I'll probably erase it later. Click on it to see the full image.. That's what I look like, so if you wanna stalk me, you know what I look like. =] haha Quote of the Day: ~"Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore, So do our minutes hasten to their end."~ --Shakespeare

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