• Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now. [I got this off justanotheruser]. 1. We've never had much in common, and we're supposed to be best friends, haha. That's ok, but now you're disrespecting me and my decisions. I can't change who I am, and neither can you. We've grown apart, and now all we have to talk about it me being a 'dirty lesbian'. Well I'm not a lesbian, I'm bisexual, and still - there's nothing wrong with that. I don't get why you just can't accept me for who I am. 2. You're probably my best guy friend. It's weird, you know. You want more than that, I don't. You're always trying to touch me, and you don't seem to get that no means no. You feel me up and then get shitty when I don't let you. What? I'm sorry, I did feel the same way, except now you just make me feel disgusting. I'm sick of been treated like a piece of meat. Oh, and I think I love your best friend. 3. We've grown apart. It sucks, really. You're so much fun, but then sometimes you hurt me so, so much. I thought I'd be happy when we stopped being so close, but then I realized that now I've really got no one there for me. I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't make an effort. I'm just scared of rejection, and I hate making the first move. I really do enjoy being friends with you, except you seem to care more about what other 'cool' people think of you over your own friends. Oh, and please stop liking all the guys I like. Because you always get them. 4. I thought we were close, but you blocked me. Haha. It's a stupid thing to say, but I thought we were almost like best friends, and to find out you didn't want to talk to me really hurt. But never the less, you're always there for me. Except sometimes I just think my problems aren't 'interesting' enough for you. 5. You've changed. You've kinda gone ... Hard, you know? Tough. Mean. Now it's like you don't care about anyone except yourself. But I guess you're still there if I need your help, and you're heaps of fun. But please, stop bitching about all my other friends. 6. You're trying to hard to be emo, but you're beautiful. Thankyou for listening to me all those times. You're fun, but you did make me feel uncomfortable last night with the boob grabbing. I mean yeah, I'm bisexual, but I really can't handle being touched like that right now. 7. You're fun, but you're a bad friend sometimes. It's kinda like you don't care, as long as you get something out of it. Yeahh, I really wish you'd just own up and apologize. 8. I think I like you. You're so nice. I've only properly known you for about a month, but you seem to get it. You know, how I felt so used when he kept on doing it. You even gave me advice. You know, it made me almost cried. Because someone actually cared. You're so interesting, I think I really like you. Too bad I'm probably too young for you. 9. You're overdramatic. You're trying to be emo. It's pathetic. There's nothing wrong! Stop fucking lying to me. Your dad is not dead, you're not being sent to Canada, EVERYTHING ELSE YOU SAID WAS NOT TRUE. Your lies don't impress anyone except that bitch you've got on your arm, and she's worse than you. Stop telling everyone you're suicidal. Stop SCRATCHING your arms. Stop going on about your happy pills. 10. Fuck you. You didn't care, you have no idea how much that hurt. Best friends? I'll never believe anyone who says that ever again. You were a bully. You and her, yeah, I remember you hitting me and kicking me. Pushing me. Yelling names at me. Whatever. Fuck you.

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