• WHAT THE FUCK!! please stop. i... i can't function on human affection. i swear i've been so deprived of it, i no longer want it. i hate human interaction. i hate it so much. unless it's purely physical. i can't do emotional interaction. can't. can. not. but i have two guys who keep talking about what they claim to feel for me. they say it alot too. everytime we talk actually. but... fuck me. i can't do it. i'm trying to remember my dream last night. it was so significant my teeth hurt from it. i never see words in my dreams. but last night i did. "who thought up this concept of time? - H---" i got a text with those words. and i can't remember the name on the screen. there were four letters. it started with H. and i feel like it was supposed to be God. my life keeps backtracking on itself. everything keeps... it keeps showing up again. it's foreshadowing itself. all the time. ammonia blood. hahaha what the hell? I've lost my watch, but I have my mind and while you're watching time go by I'd like to ask you how it feels to die

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