• this is what i get when i talk to my mom. i ask her if it's ok for me to go see Anthony sometime, and of course whenever i talk about how i'm feeling, she's gotta look on the down side of things. "he has your number...why should you feel bad? he never called you when he said he would." she always has something bad to say about a situation. i hate it! everythings a drama to her! she told me that i have to have a honest discussion w/ Anthony, tell him how i've felt for the past year. I will, i want to tell him, but i'm not gonna dump this on him all at once. it's not fair to him or me. i'm sick of worrying over the slightest details. my mom is partly to blame for that..planting ideas in my head, like he doesn't really care for me, like he may not be worth all this trouble. and yet i dont totally agree w/ her, i still think about it, like maybe she's right. i hate it when she does that! always has to state her opinion about my love life...she did it with Bob too. i even told her how i felt about her opinion a little bit, but she just looked at me like i'm stupid and wrong, and went ahead stating her opinions. she's making assumptions when she doesnt know him or his family. i don't really know his family either, but i feel like i'm doing a lot of sticking up for them because she's is being so narrowminded. i know she means well, and that she's trying to protect me, but she needs to let me make my own decisions, make my own mistakes, learn how to deal with this on my own. she said "if it's meant to be then great...but i doubt he'll be coming back..." if it's meant to be, i'll never know by sitting on the sidelines letting life pass me by while i wish and hope for him to appear before me. i need to take this chance...i need to see him. i've tried to move on, just like my mom told me to do, but no one comes close to Anthony... Anthony's what I need right now...he understands me.

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