• It all started, the march. Days turn to nights and nights are neverending. I feel myself breaking down. People are starting to dissapear, my vision has blurred, my head is a hole to fill your mistakes. I won't obey, I won't immitate. The pigs speak, I hear their sweet sounds, I can't give in. All of this is a terrible lie we choose to surrender to, daily I feel punished. Why? Is this ant mound not under that magnificent magnifying glass already? I see messages, I decay, I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. Once I was like you, I cared, I dreamed. Now it's fading, i'm down in it, down in this shit hole. I found salvation once in another person, sanctified, she held my heart with a smile, a cunning smile. I'm a fool. For the longest time I just wanted something..anything, but always what I can never have. Am I of greed? Envious of your world, that is nothing but a facade of what you choose to make it. For I hear a cry in my sleep, in the dreams I get lucky to have, this shreik in my nightmares. What of it? I don't know. I used to care truly. I gave it my all, but kinda I want to give up, give in. Let you all win. Not without questions, why has my sin been put on display? Why is it me that chooses these games we play. I have reason, I have control. I beleive once again, and that's what I get, for believing. I'm drunk, but right now i'm so in love with her. Not salvation, she is the devil, fucking me in the back of her car. Trunk-space of another failed chosen. Maybe i'm all messed up in her, Promise carved in stone, her ringerfinger no longer naked, yet deception shown.

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