• i think i'll just keep editing this entry so it won't seem like i write a bunch of new entries. haha, i'm cool. so, i stopped listening to that song....shocking, i know now i'm listening to Across Five Aprils, a year from now it's a good song, really sad. i just like to sing along with songs i know and act pretend i'm cool :] xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i'm pretty sure i didn't write an entry yesterday, i'm shocked. i was with jess, emily, and cody all day though. so yeah, i made up with jessica, so we're not "fighting" anymore. so that's good. i hate when people are mad at me. but i didn't get to see jake yesterday, actually, i havn't seen him in like a week. well i've seen him, i just havn't talked to him in like a week. damnit. and he's italian. lol and i looove italian people. all my best friends are italian. but i'm not, i wish i was. but i just ate like 30 pixy stix today, in about a span of an hour, probably less. plus 3 cups of coffee. and i went to abercrombie and i stayed in the store too long so i got sick, cause the excessive use of perfume makes me sick. plus the stupid plastic trees they have there and at Hollister, yeah..the pretty much always rape me. and i think my AIM is broke, either that or people just hate me. dunno. but i was with cody today and i kept stopping at random peoples car and checking my hair cause the wind was blowing it and it was raining off and on. and he told me to stop being so preppy. it made me laugh. Don't waste your lips on words I've heard before Kiss my tired head. And each letter written wastes your hand, young man Come and lead me to your bed You gave me hope that I'd not lost her And then thought it rather strange to see me smile- as I don't do too much smiling these days. She put on happiness like a loose dress Over pain I'll never know "So the peace you had," she says, "I must confess, I'm glad to see it go." We're two white roses lying frozen just outside his door I've made you so happy and so sad, But which should I be more sorry for? Come kiss my face goodbye, that space below my eye and above my cheek Cause I'm faint and fading fast, I see a darkness And I shall be released. I'll pass like a fever from this body, And softly slip into his hands I tried to love you and I failed, But I have another plan. My Lord, how long to sing this song? And my Lord, how muchmore of this pretending to be strong? When she stands before your throne Dressed in beauty not her own All soft and small, you'll hear her call "you brought me here, now take me home." Silencer by: MewithoutYou i've been listening to this song for like 2 hours straight. yeah, i still have no life. and i'm really bored, i was supposed to hang out with jess, but i have to go to a party tomorrow, and i'm really tired and i feel like crap, so we're just gonna hang out tomorrow morning, hopefully. maybe then i'll see jake :] i just have people problems, so i never go up to his house and just ask for him. i have social anxiety. yellow_starz_n_broken_dreamz@yahoo.com thats my e-mail, if anyone wants to talk. i'm pretty boring though. actually.... with all the sugar shots and coffee i've had today, i'm kinda hyper. i need to be funner, maybe i can take classes....

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