• I don't feel bad this time. I don't feel guilty. But i still think it. Is guilt just a reason to keep on doing it? Does feeling bad about it make it ok? Maybe that's why i don't stop. I'm always looking for the easy way out. Is that wrong? Is growth so important? Or is it more important to just get things done? Is there a right way out? Or is the end result all that matters. Addiction. I wish i could admit it. But i keep convincing myself there is nothing to admit to. There are so many things i see in you That i swear i will never be But i keep getting told it's not possible. I'll be drawn to people the same Because it's what i'm used to Because i know how to deal with it. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe none of it matters.

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