• fuck mannn last night i went to the movies with taylor. it was nice to say the least. mmm. yeah we...made out? it wasnt really making out cus like it was just like open mouthed kissing but whatever. it was fucking epic. so we met at the theater and like it was great, no awkwardness or anything. then we went into the movie theater thing and this old couple were like "ohh i thought we were gonna be the only ones here" and i was like "oh, yeah" cus idk i was trying to be polite for some reason. idk thats not important. i had told my mom i was going with tori and taylor cus well she doesnt like taylor blah blah blah. we saw 21. it was ok. i didnt really get it cus i dont know how to play blackjack but whatever. i was wearing kindof short shorts. they were from pac sun, go figure. so yeah we were in the theater and we were talking throughout the whole movie. and like he was saying something and i was like "well thats mean" [in a joking way] and he was like "aww im sorry do you want me to kiss it and make it better?" and i was like yeahh. so he did. the first two times that happened though, it was on the cheak. then later i was like talking about chapstick and i asked him if i could have some of his and he was like nope and i was like rawr and he was like do you want me to kiss it and make it better? [again] and i was like sure. so he kissed me on the lips! it was yeah closed mouthed. well it was the first kiss hes even given me i was excited. hmm then later we were like hugging and shit and we had our arms around eachother and we were talking about how we loved eachother more than the other and he kissed me and this time it was open mouthed. eventually we lifted up the arm rest thing cus it was uncomfortable and he was holding me in his arms and it was beautiful and he had his hands on my thighs. and my stomach but he didnt feel me up or anything. and later we were making out and he kissed my neck and my face. god it was perfect. i didnt want it to end. then i looked at my phone and tori had texted me and she was like "your mom called my mom! she knows your with taylor". i was like fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. and i got really scared. but taylor was all like its ok ill cover for you. and all this stuff and he was kissing me and we were just all over eachother and i layed down, leaning my head against taylor. and he kissed me first on the neck, then the lips, then the forehead. and i just layed there with my eyes closed. then he got worried about me falling asleep so we sat up. like 5 minutes passed and who else but my fucking mother walks in. god. taylor was like dude, your moms here. so i straightened up and got up and he asked it he should walk me out and i was like no..and left. fuck. it was beautiful before that though. my mom was so fucking pissed. she was like crying and shit on the way home cus i lied to her. and went with taylor who she doesnt trust. at all. and shes all like "rawr dont have sex". wtf? god. so idk really if im gonna be able to like go anywhere again or what. and i dont know if taylors going to ask me out. but i hope he does and i hope thats not it for us. i really hope we have a future and all that shit. and i smoke now. cigarettes. i havent written in a while.

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