• Tonight was fun. Had a jew bowling thing lol. Got to party it up wit my girl M. woot i love crazy freshman :) But anyway, that was a nice break i think. I hate nights when I have to stay home. It's like painful getting through a meal with my family. My parents talk only about things like mortages and tax payments. Like seriously. It's freaking ridiculous. BOR-ING. Grr i hope i'm never that lame when i'm an adult I tried really hard not to think about him today. It's soooo hard. he keeps popping up every thought i turn to. It would be infuriating but somehow i made it okay. Somehow, i just let myself stop caring so hard for a few minutes, just let the past year slide away. And then I was fine If I just pretend that everything that happened between us wasn't me, then i can handle it. It seems so close to rational its crazy. I might even be able to move on soon. God i'm doing that thinking too hard thing again. I'm gonna go to bed goodnight my dear, wherever you are

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