• Only 4 weeks of school left. So excited. You don't even know. All I have left to do is 'Romeo and Juliet' for 2 weeks and then finals. YAY! Well, that's just CA but whatever. I have one more unit in Geometry, World War II in World History, something I don't care about in Physics, and the Fitness unit in Health. Eww, I forgot, Tuesday we have to do the endurance run. Yeah, I may look like I'm in shape but I promise you, I'm just about the farthest thing from it. I can jog about two blocks before I keel over and die. Anyway, not much left to do and that makes me so happy. But I really don't want to do my Business Law II final. I suck at remembering all those legal terms. I'm only in that class because the teacher is awesome and I have to take a Personal Finance type class in order to graduate. What sucks is that they added a class called Personal Finance so now that I've taken two Business Law classes I'm still going to have to take a really annoying Personal Finance class. UGH! I hate school administrators. Haha, so that reminds me, our school hired some 'hall monitors' but I'm pretty sure they told the applicants that they were getting a job as a bouncer. Hahaha, they are these two HUGE guys that lean against the wall with their arms crossed and everything. It's great. And one of them is like all big and beefy but he has a really little face. It's like all scrunched together or something. It's so funny. We call him LittleFace because we don't know what his real name is. I love it. All I have to do is walk past him and I crack up and my day instantly brightens. Ah, LittleFace, if only you knew the relief from everyday stress you brought me. Anyway, that was kinda dumb, but oh well. Oh my god, I'm dying... I can't breathe. Somehow I managed to get a cold in the middle of SPRING! I mean what the hell! And just in time for the weekend, too. UGH!!! My friend is talking about starting up writing again. I'm happy or her. I guess she used to write a lot of short stories and stuff, but she stopped a while ago. From what I hear they were really good too. I'm so jealous. I always used to want to write, but I kinda suck at it. Like, yeah, I can write stuff in here but they're just my random thoughts on things that happened I can't seem to keep a story going. For the longest time I've wanted to be a writer. You know, like as my career. Then all I'd have to do is write a few bestsellers and I'd be free to do what I really love. Travel! I want to visit every major city in the world before I die. I think that'd be awesome. But anyway, back to my friend. I'm happy she's gonna start writing and all, but it's making me feel kinda insignificant. I mean, I used to love to draw and make things out of clay and stuff, but I wasn't any good. Not really, anyway. And she is in Art and is absolutely AMAZING. She drew a beautiful portrait of her friend recently, and it looks just like him. The face and everything is just perfect. So I was already incredibly jealous of her for that. Now don't think I'm being petty and ridiculous, you'd be jealous too if one of your best friends outshined you in every way possible. I mean she does all the things that I love, except that she's actually amazing at it. And she's very pretty, too. It's really starting to get to me. I want to start up drawing again but I know it'll look elementary and horrible compared to any of hers. And I've been trying to start up writing again but I can't even think of a story. All she does is look on the Internet for names she likes and then just starts writing. The stories just form around her characters. I can't do that. Not even close. I just wish I was that good at something. Anything. Pretty much the only thing that I've got on her is cooking. But I don't love that like I love Art. I mean yeah, baking is fun on occasion but it's not something I love that much. ARGH! I'm screwed... Ok I read back over that and it was very petty and ridiculous. Sorry, random breakdown. Moving on, I'm pretty much in love with Anne Rice's books. I love them. Vampires are amazing. Now, I'm not saying that in the fangirl, creepy, I-wish-I-had-a-vampire-for-a-boyfriend way, or in the I'm-a-cool-goth-because-I-have-a-vampire-fetish trendy way. I just think vampires are amazing creatures. I kinda hope they really do exist. Vampires like Louis who still have their human conscience and who think about things and use their unlimited time to learn. I'd love that. To be able to read every book in every library and still have time to spare. Or the more fantastical vampire that Stephenie Meyer writes into existence. Edward. Anyway, I should change the subject before I get too vampire fetish-y. Chocolate isn't everything, but it's close. I've been reading a lot lately. I'm starting to run out of books. I just finished Interview with the Vampire (Anne Rice) and all of Scott Westerfeld's books. (I LOVE them.) I'm currently reading A Great And Terrible Beauty (Libba Bray) which was recommended to me by a friend. I need more book suggestions... You should give me some. -SWITCH- I kick ass at the new Mario Kart game. The one for the Wii. Haha, hell yeah. I beat my friend's dad a whole bunch of times. I'm going back over to his house for a rematch sometime today. His dad warned me that he's 'been practicing!' Oh no. What will I do? Well I'm not gonna let an old man beat me. That's for sure! Hahahaha, just kidding. Well I'm gonna go play with Panda and then kick some Mario Kart ass! Talk to you people later. Or now. But probably later. Okay, see ya!

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