• i sortakindamaybeactuallydidnt talked to j.c. today. i talked more than usual days, and kind of in his direction, but not just with him. JJKHFKHF. i will tomorrow. maybe. world studies was actually not that bad today. i didn't do to bad on the test, got to doodle for ten minutes, semi-talked to j.c., and got candy. the only bad part was when i was getting candy. if you did good on this pre-quiz thing you got candy. i was one of the winners, and so was j.c. while getting candy there was an awkward moment. j.c. had grabbed a handful of jolly-ranchers, and we only are allowed 2. he gave all the boys them first, then went to hand me one. i didn't know what to do. accept it, grab it quick, or what? i just kind of stood there, not knowing what to do, wanting the jolly-rancher, and feeling awkward. he ended up putting the jolly-rancher back and going back to his seat, and i went on to get my candy. the thing is, i knew he felt awkward too. he didn't just hand it to me like a regular person would. he didn't know what to do. i brushed it off then, but now when i think back to it, i wonder what it meant. did he feel awkward because he doesn't like me, or because he does ? AJDHD. whatever. Is it typical for us to act like this? Am I just another scene from a movie That you've seen one hundred times? -When I Get Home You're So Dead, Mayday Parade tomorrow is lauren's birthday, which should be interesting. i hope tomorrow is good, not that today wasn't. just better than today. way better.

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