• My wrists smell like nag champa. The thoughts swarming my mind consist of three things; whats wrong with me? is -insert name- okay? whats it like to take acid? The last one seems random, but I've thought about that a lot lately. I lied yesterday when I said I came home and painted. I tried out some new paints, but grew bored and uninspired. I ended up throwing my paint brushes in the sink, having a break down, and going to sleep. I was really inspired by the sub too. =\ I just don;t know anymore.. Did I ever know? Are you going to answer my questions? (I'm waiting) asshole. bleh. I failed my bio test today. I didn't study for it, we had time to study in class, but I decided to sleep. We had a test in english as well, but I rock at english and couldn't fail that class if I tried. I'm not bragging either, I'm perfectly serious. My sister sucks at english and history, and rocks at maths and science. I rock at english and history, and suck at maths and science. I haven't talked to her in a good while. I've been meaning to call her. The thought of talking to her for a really long time (we always have great discussions) is really repulsing. Which is fucked up, I love my sister.. I also need to call my friend Emma, even though she blew me off, like always. But that was like around Christmas. Again, the thought of talking to her for a really long time is repulsing. I don't want to talk to anyone, I just want to hide away. I think I might take a risk and post a short story later. Please. Do not steal my story. Every story I write is like a child to me. No kidnapping, please. Quote of the Day: ~“Nonviolence is a weapon of the strong”~ --Mahatma Gandhi Seriously kids, violence isn't cool. You're name isn't Tyler Durden, we should treat everyone with respect. I myself am guilty of being non-respectful, but that doesn't mean I don't try to be kind. That sounds 'gay' but I don't care. We are so fucked up, if I could just reach out to one person and make them want to be a peaceful individual I'd feel I had made a difference in this cold world.

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