I highly doubt she'll see this, but oh well. I just read your journal where you posted about your recurring dream. I'm really into dreams too, mine are pretty messed up and detailed as well, but I've never had anything like that. Like your Aunt said, pay attention to them because they're messages from your subconcious mind that are trying to be heard. There's almost always some sort of relevence in dreams I've found, if it's symbolic or just plain fantasy - there's always something that makes sense in my real life. I haven't read much of your other journals, and if I have I've obviously forgotten. :P But when I read that, I got the impression that you're watching this guy about to suffer from a sin he's commited. Since you're weighing up how good of a guy he is - how he's an artist and has this whole history that you can see - it might be a reference to your judgement of others. The first time the guy died and you cried, but then the second time he killed someone else. That could be either positive or negative, because you felt the devastation when he was killed for the good in him, but the second time around in order for him to survive he was willing to do break the law again. I don't know about your actual life, obviously, but that could apply to loads of things. Maybe there's a person or situation in your life that you're only able to see one side (good or bad) in that needs to be re-evaluated? I'm not sure. Just throwing my thoughts out there for you. Sorry if that's completely confusing.