• right so i wrote a fuck-ass massive entry on how much i hate myself, but then took a quick toilet break, composed myself and realised i should be writing happier things. after all, after all i said to Liam in drama, i really should be following my own example! Liam's been pretty down lately, and i'm his unofficial consellour in the drama class we take together. i came up with a plan to make his life awesome: 1. GET LIAM A DECENT GIRLFRIEND. 2. GET LIAM MORE FRIENDS. 3. BIG UP LIAM'S SELF-ESTEEM. 4. KILL BAIZE THE DICKFUCK. apparently that last ones to do with affairs of the canteen wemo crowd, but i dont really get them. i got Liam to draw me a diagram but Baize came and pissed all over it (not literally) so yeah. Baize and Liam have fucked things over i think.. but i cant be arsed with them right now. 'cause right now i feel awful :( my head is pounding like a bitch.. i walked home for like 40 minutes in the heat and i got the mother of all headaches. and im pissed off with various things.. usually tae kwon-do eases me out of being pissed off, but i aint there tonight 'cause of this headache.. i miss it :( music also helps me when im down, but i cant play anything too loud.. so i settled for Athlete. i feel like Calpol. yeah i still take Calpol, what of it? :P pills make me gag and gagging makes me panic and panicking makes me choke and choking makes me die so pills kill me so i cant take them :) i think you can get like, liquid pills or something.. but Calpol is much more fun. can you get liquid pills? is that something stupid like spray-on condoms that doesnt actually exist but people wind you up with? Lol Channy Ash and Danii wound Kati up by telling her Adam was my brother... she was all "OMG DISGUSTING" apparently xD fun times. im out tomorrow. its our 1 month anniversary! 23rd April (: we're... celebrating ;) and then on Thurday we're all bunking.. the teachers are on strike, but only yrs 8 + 9 are allowed the day off so us upper school kids are striking too :D even Baize said he was bunking, and he's a pussy about bunking i cant BELIEVE we got away with it last time, after OUR KEY STAGE CO-ORDINATOR WAVED AT US, FOR FUCK SAKE XD we're just too 1337.. this time everyone is tho so is all good. hopefully im better for then. if i still feel like shit tomorrow i will ACTUALLY turn to homocide. and then Friday Dans coming back down, i just heard off Danii, yaaay.. then Sunday is Spo's birthday! :O shiiit ive got to get her something i have no money. so i will scab off mum. I NEED A JOB DAMMIT. im actually on here to do my IT coursework, but easylink wont work so i cant. and i can get a parent to sign for that. so haaa Mr Hale.. looks like i'll be serving a load of lunchtimes with him tho. D: Danii's on at me about pot noodles. i love that girl.

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